New Thoughts (5/9/01)
There is a great need, for me, certainly, and no doubt for others, to stop and actually seek understanding. Elsewhere in the course of studying Romans, I have looked at the various stages of knowing: the observed, the experienced, the internalized, but there remains another facet. All the fact finding is as nothing if we don't stop to reflect upon it. Knowing the Law did not do the Jews any great good, because they never stopped to understand it. Knowing the gospel message will not do us any great good if we don't stop to fully apprehend what it means to us. The advantage unapplied is no advantage. We live in what has been called 'the Age of Information.' We've got more of it than we could ever possibly use, more than we could begin to hope to comprehend. So, in large part, we've stopped trying to understand, and have settled for simply knowing. I noted way back when I first started digesting this passage that I had daily needs: to look at where I'd failed and needed forgiveness, to see where I'd fallen short of His goals, to pray for the ability to do better next time, to come closer to His image. All of this is true, but all this seeking of the facts without stopping to understand will simply overwhelm me, and leave me hopeless before my God. This is not proper fear of my Lord, but rather the fear of reprisal that the Accuser attempts to instill. What has God said about the situation? Ro 11:32 declares that He has been at work to show us our disobedience, and to show us that we are incapable of anything but disobedience, so that He can show us mercy. As the Wycliffe comments noted: 'The sinner has no means within himself to deal with sin.' Ever, I will look at myself in those moments of honest appraisal and find myself wanting. Ever, I will be chagrined to see that in spite of justification, in spite of sanctification, my nature is unchanged, and only remains restrained by the grace of God. Ever, I will see those seeds of unrighteousness within me, seeking opportunity to sprout forth in sin. With Paul, I am forced to cry out in frustration that the desire of my soul is an impossibility for my flesh to comply with. And with Paul, I will shout praise to my God for providing the solution!
At men's conference this last weekend, we heard a lot about ceasing from the attempts at 'sin management,' to stop trying to be sufficient to a task that we can't possibly handle, to put our lives more fully into God's hands to schedule, to correct, to lead. Added to this, last night at home group, we were looking at the days of creation and the days of the feast. We came to the sixth day, paralleled with the Day of Atonement, and saw that in this day and feast we were being called to come into the image of Christ, we come to repentance in preparation for meeting our Groom. One thing that struck me fresh as I taught on this, was that the day of repentance was to be a day of complete rest, work on man's part subjecting him to separation from the congregation and nation of God's people! What a stunning thought! What a great truth! This is what had happened with the Law. Man had been trying to work his way into heaven, and had instead had worked himself out of it. This is the effect of works-based salvation attempts today, because God's plan is ever that we would depend on Him. This is the curse of legalism, setting up a mess of 'godly' rules and regulations to subject ourselves and others to, without understanding that the whole point of God's counsel to us has been missed in that mess.
Father, I thank You that You have brought together this timely reminder to stop. You have declared to us our need to rest in You. You have said it so many times, in so many places, and yet I keep taking that responsibility back, as though I could hope to actually accomplish what's needed! Thank You, Jesus, that You have provided the answer. Thank You, that You are here, Holy Spirit, to bring the understanding. Thank You that you bring us times of reflection, even when You have to force us into those times, so that we can cease from our busyness and listen to Your words of comfort. No, Lord, I'm nothing like a righteous man, but Jesus, You have clothed me in Your own righteousness. You have made me acceptable to my awesome and holy LORD. Indeed, I pray that You would daily remind me of my need for You, that You would reveal to me the mistakes, the shortcomings, the sins of the day, and that You would daily bring repentance and change to those situations. I pray that You would cause me daily to stop and meditate on what You have been showing me, so that I can truly understand, and not simply chase after facts. Holy Spirit come, put the pieces together for me, give me time today to simply stop and reflect, to ponder what You have been feeding me in recent days, so that I can hear Your voice, perceive Your will, and recognize Your path in all that comes my way.