Paraphrase: (7/19/00)
18 Though it seemed hopeless, he hoped, that by so doing he might become the father of nations, as it had been told him "So your descendants will be." 19 And he considered his aged body - being about a hundred years old, and Sarah's body - whose womb was dead to birth, and yet his faith did not weaken. 20 Rather, he did not waver in his belief of God's promise, but grew strong in his faith, giving God the glory, 21 and having an absolute certainty that what God had promised, He was able to do. 22 This, too, was reckoned to him as righteousness. 23 And it wasn't solely for his benefit that this reckoning was recorded, 24 but for us as well, for to us also it will be reckoned, since we believe in God who raised Jesus our Lord from death - 25 Jesus who was delivered to that death for our sins, and raised up to life again as our justification.
Key Verse: (7/19/00)
4:20 - This is the key: to believe in all God promises without wavering, allowing faith to grow strong, and glorifying God through our strong belief.
New Thoughts (7/22/00)
The big thing that hits me this morning, is that in Abraham's example there is so much assurance for us! When I look at his reactions at hearing God's promise, I think "this is unwavering? This is belief?" But, how often do I react the exact same way? It's one thing for me to agree that God can do anything He cares to do. It's another thing entirely to accept the seemingly impossible thing He may promise to me. Especially in that initial shock. In such a situation, who wouldn't laugh to think of it? So, how is it that Abraham is declared as unwavering and strong in his belief? I have to believe it's because he got over his initial reaction. He came to his senses, and realized who it was that was telling him what would be. Sure, he had his moments of impatience down the line, and tried to help God's promise along in his own ways, but would he have bothered trying if there wasn't that core belief that it would come to pass? Do you or I go out of our way to help along some process we see as absolutely futile? No. Abraham indeed made lots of mistakes, just like me. He had his occasional doubts, just like me. He grew impatient, just like me. But through all that, he continued to cling to God's promise - no matter how tenuously.
Just like me? Ouch. Father God, how many of Your promises do I truly hold fast to? I know there are many that I consider as a lifeboat: the promises of redemption, salvation, and a place in Your kingdom - these my very being depends on. But what of the promises of healing? Do I really buy that? You know I struggle with the whole thing. I've got too much physical evidence pounding against my faith to stand firm. Yet, Abraham was able to stand. How many things have You proven Yourself faithful in? How many ways have You shown me Your activity in my life? Numerous beyond counting. Why then, do I hesitate and worry over the things that haven't come yet? Lord, strengthen my faith. Hold me fast. Help me never to let go of that anchor of hope. Abraham held fast, and saw the promised child. And he learned. He learned to let go of his anxiety, he learned that his faith was built on solid ground. He grew so strong in faith that he could offer up that very promise on Your altar at Your command. He knew he could trust You, that if You truly required such a sacrifice, You are also able to raise that very sacrifice back to life. Oh, what You showed him at that altar! The very plan of salvation was opened to his eyes at that point, wasn't it? How it must have shook him to realize what You Yourself would do. The awe of it! He had had to come within inches of the act You would put Yourself through, and he with only the faith that You would make it right in the end. How it must have shaken him to go through that act, and then to realize the implications of it!
18 In expectant desire of obtaining some good - in spite of the impossibility of expecting that very good, he placed his confidence in the idea that he would father nations as it had been written. 19 Without becoming destitute of the power of a belief that had confidence in divine truth, he contemplated his own body, now worn out, and the deadness of Sarah's womb; 20 yet, as to the divine assurance of good, the promised blessing of God, he did not contend, dispute, or doubt due to distrust or want of confidence but was made strong and vigorous in conviction of the truth of God's promises, recognizing God for what He truly is, and giving Him all praise and honor. 21 He was fully convinced and assured, made certain and filled with conviction that God's divine assurance of good was well within His power and ability to bring to pass. 22 Because he did not doubt or lose confidence in God, it was given the force and weight of full conformity to God's right upon him by God's own authority. 23 His own assurance was not the only reason this was written in Scripture that God did so, 24 it was put there for our assurance, as well; we to whom God will also credit it as fully conforming to His claims that we have placed our confidence in God, who recalled our benevolent ruler, our master and possessor, from death, 25 who was treacherously given over to be condemned, punished, scourged, tormented, and put to death because we had brought suffering on ourselves by violating His rule, and falling short of His goals, and was recalled to life in an act which establishes us as right and just, free of guilt, and acceptable in God's sight.
This is what Abraham was witness to! He stands as a witness and example of faith as it ought to be. He stood as a witness to what God would do. And he knew whom he had believed in. God, may I too find that place of absolute trust! May I too find the strength of belief to accept whatever You may promise me, and to do whatever You may call me to do! Bring me past the point of questioning, of second-guessing, of trying to steer You who ought to be steering me.