New Thoughts (2/6/02-2/7/02)
One thought has been bothering me throughout studying this passage: Paul wrote, with all honesty, that the word had penetrated all the known world in his day. Thirty years from Christ's death, and throughout the Roman Empire, and beyond, the news of the Gospel had gone forth. Yet, here we are, almost two thousand years later, still waiting for somebody to finish spreading the news to the world we now know. Granted, the known world was a smaller place in Paul's day. On the other hand, the tools available to spread God's word, the ways in which we can make hearing possible, are well beyond what Paul's day knew.
Or are they? Is it perhaps part of the problem that we've learned to depend on our own tools, and forgotten God's toolset? The apostles had one tool at their disposal that was far beyond anything man has done. They had the Holy Spirit giving the gift of tongues, that they might be understood by all they met, regardless of language barriers. Today we still have that gift, but it seems to have become almost a matter of entertainment to us. I have yet to see anybody using the gift of tongues to make themselves understood to one who doesn't know their language. I often see folks using the gift to show others that they are a Spirit-filled Christian.
Last time through this passage, I wrote that wisdom comes in not allowing His gifts to distract us from Him. I fear in many ways, we lack wisdom. We get so wrapped up in hearing the prophet speak, in the tongues and translations, that we no longer hear the clear message of the Gospel. We're so anxious to see miracles of healing and deliverance that we miss what God is doing right now in our midst. We don't want the word anymore, we want the goose bumps. We don't want to study to show ourselves approved, we want to have an experience. Are we allowing our ears to be tickled?
Colossians 1:6 tells us that the message of God is constantly bearing fruit throughout the world. Why? Is it because people are experiencing something exciting. Yes. They are experiencing the truth of God. Whether it comes with signs and wonders, or whether it comes with the plain speaking that has characterized revivals of the past, it is the truth of God that brings fruit. Whether the message comes through the gift of tongues, or through one of their own, the message remains true. It's not a matter of parties in God's house, it's a matter of laboring in God's fields.
Look again at the combination of Scriptures that the JFB commentary brings out. (Mk 16:15 - Jesus told them to go into all the world, and preach the gospel Mt 9:37-38 - He told them that the harvest was great, yet few workers came to work the harvest. Therefore, He told them to pray to the Lord of the harvest that He might send more workers to reap the harvest. Isa 6:8 - Whom shall I send? Here am I, send me!) Jesus, the One we call Lord, the One we claim is our sovereign Master, said to go into the world and preach. It was a command. As servants, why aren't we obeying? Instead, the majority of our preachers are staying in the church, preaching to the choir. They're no longer equipping, they're spoon-feeding those who should long since have graduated.
We are commanded to pray, to pray that many more would put their hands to the work of the harvest. We all know perfectly well that there is a vast crowd of humanity out there still in need of salvation. We walk among them every day. Do we care? Do we care that they remain lost and dead? What will it take for us to join with Isaiah, and say, "Send me!" I'm as guilty as the next, here. I miss any number of opportunities to serve my God as I ought. Oh, how it hurts to look back and see my failures yet again. The need to preach should pierce our hearts, yet in this we find our hearts remain hard.
We don't want to preach. We want to hear. We don't want to do. We just want to know how. This is me. Sadly, I know just how true it is. I'm willing to talk God's word to the believers. I love to discuss fine points of theology with others who've considered the issues a bit. I love to stand in the gates with the elders, contemplating God's word together. But when it comes to bringing God to the ungodly, well
perhaps I could just fund some of those that are more willing? Perhaps I can preserve my pride, and pay somebody else to go?
Matthew Henry writes, "Those that are resolved to please God must not be afraid to displease any man." Might I suggest that the first man we must learn to displease is ourselves. When we do finally get up the nerve to talk to others of our faith, all too often we're just waiting to offend them. God told us, after all, that His message would be offensive to most who heard it. The Jews would be scandalized by its thoughts, the Greeks would see it as nothing but foolishness. The sinner is never pleased to see his sins exposed. But we don't wait for God to offend them. We're entirely too willing to help Him out in that regard, and we go forth being as offensive as we know how, and excuse ourselves because, well, He said it would be this way.
No. It's ourselves we must learn how to displease first and foremost. Until we learn to displease ourselves, we'll never be willing to please God. What He wants from us is not that which comes naturally to us. It is most unnatural. He wants us to care about others. He wants us to be unconcerned as to our own reputation, except as it reflects on His. Israel had largely rejected the job God had for them, so He largely rejected them. It is no different for us today. If we will not accept what comes with belonging to God, if we will not serve our Master, then He will not keep us. He will reject us, if we insist on abusing the mercy He has shown us.
Lord, You expose me to myself again. I know I fail miserably in this regard. You have prepared me most wonderfully. You have given me understanding beyond my greatest expectations. You have given me to know Your Word, to understand the deep things of faith. Yet, I still am so fearful of using those skills You have given me to reach out. I have yet to expand Your kingdom. I have yet to produce fruit, to bring in a portion of Your harvest. What will it take, my God? What will it take for this heart of mine to let go of pride and serve in wholeness? How can I refuse to heed Your command? To say it's a job for another. Oh God! Here I am! Use me! Send me! Overcome this weakness in me, and let Your words be found in my mouth! Such as I am, let me be a good and faithful servant in Your courts, doing Your will wholeheartedly and without question or hesitation. Empower me oh, Holy Spirit, to will and to do all that You desire.